dirty lil' secrets

hello da jie n amy, last night i found out (read it's FOUND OUT not purposely go dig out the past ok, u dumbass) another set of family dirty lil' secrets. wanna know? hehehe. hmmm... well well well, dun worry, this time it has nothing got to do w u both. nor ur bb. b/c this thing or thingssssss happened years ago, when san yee was still living in hdb in simei tt era, yup.

and to et n hong, sorry if i let this kinda of info out the very next day soon after we jus chat a few hours ago. but lately, a lot of things have happened to my family. jus want to sort it all out at once u feel me? b/c since everyone is sad at the moment, y not jus thrash it all out. get the drift? idk, but et last night u slp first (b/c u need to work n we dun) n me n hong still carry on to chat until dunno 5am or wat then we left ur place (heng ar, luckily u teach me da trick). i didn't know tt actually i can chat w u 2 for so long. tt i can actually link up w u 2, share n chat, n feel, n u know, to me it jus felt like as if we r buddy for long time tt kind. even if u ask my frens, i where got talk to them for so long one. unless it's.. u know la, gals. ok ok. ermm.. wat i'm trying to do now is to spill out some of my so called secrets la, but i know some things, after u say le will be very messy. and i know, tt one should always look at the big picture. but this time, i'm sorry guys, i go for the smaller picture. i go for my family. maybe we will not be cousins anymore, but at least i still have my parents n sisters. i can go w/o my frens by my side but not w/o my family. so now i appologise first. i'm sorry. ok, and i also know to live n let live (thx ivan, u taught me this) or to forget n forgive but seeing this kind of stuff happening, ppl get injured (metally or physically or both) i've no choice but to make it public. b/c this kind of thingsssssss jus has got to stop somewhere somehow, even at a price tt's costly.