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what should i or how do i start... hmm... all right, topics covering studying, falling sick, my parents, friends, vivi n novi, investment, ippt.

well, as the exam dates draw nearer i find it stressful. tt explains y i abstain from so many things; mj, ktv, this celebration, that family outing, who's last day at where, what prawning, clubbing, shopping n so on. dam, fang guo wo ba. i'll be very free after 4th june all right :) now is critical period fer me so please be understanding ;) hey deymus, what kind of fren r u man? i'm still puzzled at why when lynn yelled at me for declining to join in w.y's birthday celebration you could jus sat there n stared... sometimes i jus simply dun understand u. there's so much i can talk abt u tt once i even intended to make a post titled "deymus, my fren" which after some time i drop it off cos... maybe things will jus work its way out, n so i will jus let it be.

alas, i fell sick. two weeks ago i was down w first a fever, followed by flu then blocked nose for 3~4 days. i felt extremely terrible. i couldn't concentrate in revising, i was so listless, moody tt eventually i jus gave up n slacked the days off. tt period of time, the weather was really erratic! could be sun shiny now but rain the next min n this would repeat a few times during the day itself :s -sigh- when it rains i would jus stay at home n lie on my bed w notes n books, hoping 1. i would recover fast 2. the rain will stop. feel so bad, tt period was suppose a happy occasion for my family cos my da jie's birthday was on the 8th may. n sadly i had to sit for a paper the very next morning. i missed out the Iron Man film they watched on thursday night n even almost wanted to forgo the "surprise" celebration at her place; luckily the venue was changed to my place. i can never forget i had actually "missed" out my mum's birthday 8 years ago. i was apparently angry at her. i'm sorry mum.

if i am to wish for my birthday this year n it would come true then i will wish for one thing; that is my parents to learn English. you see, my parents understand simple english conversation but they can't read in english. how i wish they can, then i would have them to read my blog, race w me in facebook or even msn w me or e-mail me jokes n such. i'm sorry dad, but sometimes i find it hard to speak nicely to u.