relieved, relive

relieved? am i? exams over, i've done my.. best? i dunnoe. i tried. did i? i really don't know. b/c after taking the first 3 papers, i sort of went into a depression. don't ask me what triggered it cos hell know. ya, every now n then i still have bouts of depressions. tipping point? i really wish i know the answer, then i'd better cope w it n avoid.

so i had a week to prepare fer hrm, n 4 days fer ma. those days, i can't get anything into my block head. relieved exams over? not really.. cos this yr i intend to get better grades as yr 1 results really sux. all borderline plus one failed. i'm aiming fer a 2nd lower degree when i'd grad. maybe this can be my this n next yr b-day's wish.

anyway here i am at my cuz's place. they're jus beside me now sleeping soundly, lol. it's k.h's b-day celebration today at his place. i'm gg to turn in soon too after this post.

thx bert n gracie fer ya comment. appreciate them :)

to jac, well i guess the only moments i'd be serious is when the topic is abt making monies, n life. other than tt, yup i'd be crappy. hope jasline likes crappy guys like me. n pls stop bullying me can? :( anyway i'm glad fer bran to have a gal like u, jus like i'm happy to see u're w bran. bran's a nice guy, treasure him. n bran, jac's a nice gal, love her.

they said gals like guys who can make them laugh. i heard, gals like guys who can make them laugh all the way to the bank. n i heard, diamonds r gals' bestfriend, unfortunately man's bestfren r dogs :( sad...

talking abt crappy, now then i feel u jac, liling n many others.. of how u'd feel to be w crappy ppl. cos now tt i've know this guy named ivan then i'd know how u all feel. dam, he's many times more powerful than me.. yi shan hai you yi shan gao.

all right, tt's all folks. gg slp now.



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